Time heals all wounds.
Timing is everything.
They all apply and none approach being adequate.
My daydreams of living in a urban palace replaced by random flashes of a person who never existed. My thoughts focused on wads of cells currently floating thru the sewer system of my municipality.
The news was never spread, so the retractions are minimal. Painful but not overwhelming.
Helping two small people navigate their way to adulthood makes things easier.
I don't play to much "what if". I'm more of a "what now" type. Continue with my vitamins, rededicate to exercise and nutrition, wait and see.